Janet,

Thanks for the update on your mom. Sorry I didn't see it until now.

At times like you are facing, its the not knowing that is so hard for me to deal with. Because it seems to put my life on hold. I can't plan anything. I can't move forward. It seems that my life comes to a complete stand still.

But once I know exactly what it is that I'm faced with, with Jesus, I can face anything, regardless how terrible and difficult it might be. But my Lord is teaching me in the most trying and troubling time in my entire life, how to wait upon Him when I don't know what to do about certain situations or exactly what the outcome will be.

And He renews my strength continually every day. Not just spiritually but as I rest in Him, the mighty power of His Holy Spirit comes upon me and rest upon me and refilling me with such joy unspeakable and full of glory! He restores my physical strength! He gives me peace like a river in the midst of the raging storm. He gives me an even greater desire to serve Him and stand against the wiles of the devil. And he gives me such a refreshing both spiritually and physically. I can't praise Him enough!

Rest in Jesus, my dear sister. He will carry you through.

Your mom is still in my prayers,

I love you,